Looking back at 2025

It’s that time again, with the end of the year approaching, I am looking back at 2025 and reviewing the books I read, places I have been to, and plays I have seen. This process helps me appreciate the year more fully and experience it again in fast-forward mode. I relied on both ChatGPT and Claude to help me compile the list and the summaries.

Books and Short Stories

Hawking Hawking: The Selling of a Scientific Celebrity, by Charles Seife.

I learned about this book from Peter Woit, of the Not Even Wrong fame. He has a review of the book here. Since I know close to nothing about modern (post 1920s) physics and cosmology, my interest in the book is similar to most people, who are trying to understand the man himself, and not so much his work. It is refreshing to read a biography that separates the celebrity from the scientist and gives an honest account of the man’s life. As Frank Wilczek in his New York Times review sais:

Seife has performed an important service by documenting Stephen Hawking’s life as it actually happened. It is what a great scientist deserves, and should expect.


Me Talk Pretty One Day, Calypso, and Happy-Go-Lucky, by David Sedaris.

This year I got on the Sedaris train, and it’s hard to get off. Listening to him read the stories is an intimate experience particularly since all he does is talk about himself, his husband, and his family. One thing I have in common with David is that both of our dads are very conservative, Fox News loving people, but David seemed to manage his relationship with the Sedaris senior much better than I do with mine.

Me Tealk Pretty is split between stories of his growing up in the US and his struggles with adopting to his life in France.

Here is a characteristic quote:

Every day we’re told that we live in the greatest country on earth. And it’s always stated as an undeniable fact: Leos are born between July 23 and August 22, fitted queen-size sheets measure sixty by eighty inches, and America is the greatest country on earth. Having grown up with this in our ears, it’s startling to realize that other countries have nationalistic slogans of their own, none of which are ‘We’re number two!


Love Letter and Tenth of December: Stories, by George Saunders

This year was my first forey into the American master of short stories. I first heard of him on the New Yorker Fiction podcast, where David Sedaris read Love Letter, a story published in the New Yorked in 2020. The chilling thing abour the Love Letter is that it was written during Trump 1.o, but it reads like it was written during Trump 2.0, although the fascist autocracy that it describes is not yet upon us. A grandfather is writing a letter to his grandson using all kinds of abbreviations so not to expose the people to the censor who will read it before presumably forwarding it to the intended recepient. A must read, particularly for immigrants from the Sovient Union.

The story that stands out for me in the Tenth of Devember is Escape from Spiderhead for reasons that have mostly to do with my day job — it is about a kind of biotech/drug experiement designed to manipulate human emotions and, at least partly, is a reference to famous, but considerably less lethal Milgram experiments.

Saunders gives me DFW vibes, not so much in the writing style, although I think there is something to that as well, but his observations of an American life, in all of its consumerist glory.


Meditations for Mortals, by Oliver Burkeman

This is an anti-self-optimization book. I know a bunch of people who optimize everything in their life, and I must admit, I am a little jelous sinve I could never really do it. There is a funny Shouts and Murmurs about this trend in a recent New Yorker. If you are like me, this book will give you a satisfying excuse not to try, while still feeling like you are living a purposful life.


Careless People: A Cautionary Tale of Power, Greed, and Lost Idealism, by Sarah Wynn-Williams

Careless People, from the corporate-greed-gone-wield genre, is a first-person acocunt of the author’s professional journey at Facebook (now Meta) depicting a toxic culture that is well-matched to the early “go fast and break things” mantra, if “things” include not only products but the product users, employees, and the work environment. The following episode with Sheryl Sandberg, the then COO of Facebook and author of Lean In, is emblimatic. The action takes place on the corporate jet, where according to Wynn-Williams, Sandberg pressures her to share a bed and “cuddle.” The request is framed as friendly, intimate, and non-sexual, which functions to downplay how inappropriate it is given the professional context and the power imbalance.

When Sarah resists, Sandberg does not immediately accept the refusal. Instead, she persists through casual language, implying that the request is normal and that discomfort is unnecessary. The pressure is subtle, not coercive in a physical sense, but sustained — and critically shaped by hierarchy: Sandberg is a senior executive with immense influence over careers.


Blind Spots. When Medicine Gets It Wrong, and What It Means for Our Health, by Marty Makary

This book was written before Makary was appointed as the FDA commissioner. Medicine is a unique set of products — we are all customers and Makary wants us to be educated consumers of medicine. Makary doesn’t claim the modern medicine doesn’t work, rather that it susceptible to the same forces that afflict other industries — fads, group-think, conflicts of interest, misaligned incentives and so on. Even so, modern medicine is a remarkable achievement and most treatments are net positive, but Makary is zooming in on particularly harmful cases. Examples include pausing HRT for women, low fat diets, PSA screening and other cancer screenings, opioids, antibiotics for viral infections, and many more. Here is more complete list compiled by ChatGPT.

Case / PracticeWhat Was BelievedWhat Went WrongHarm CausedWhy It PersistedHow It Was Corrected
Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT)Prevents heart disease in postmenopausal womenBased largely on observational data; RCTs later showed increased CV and cancer riskMillions exposed to unnecessary riskAuthority of expert consensus; slow guideline reversalWomen’s Health Initiative trials
Radical mastectomyMore extensive surgery = better cancer controlNo survival benefit over conservative surgeryUnnecessary disfigurement and morbiditySurgical tradition; prestige; resistance to de-escalationRandomized trials (Fisher et al.)
Routine tonsillectomiesPrevents recurrent illness in childrenOften ineffective or unnecessarySurgical risk without benefitHabit; training normsEvidence-based indications narrowed
Low-fat dietary guidelinesFat causes heart diseaseWeak evidence; sugar/refined carbs ignoredMetabolic disease epidemicPolicy inertia; moralized nutritionPartial reassessment (still ongoing)
Cholesterol reductionismLDL lowering alone solves CV riskIgnored metabolic contextMisguided treatment focusSimple metrics favoredBroader risk models emerging
PSA screeningEarly detection saves livesMassive overdiagnosisIncontinence, impotence, anxiety“Early detection” bias; fear of missing cancerUSPSTF downgrades
Mammography (low-risk groups)Universal screening reduces mortalityMarginal benefit for some agesFalse positives, overtreatmentCultural sanctity of screeningRisk-stratified guidance
Thyroid cancer screeningMore detection = better outcomesDiagnosed harmless diseaseUnnecessary surgeryImaging creepRecognition of overdiagnosis
Spinal fusion surgeryFixes chronic back painWeak evidence for many casesPain, disability, costFee-for-service incentivesComparative effectiveness studies
Knee arthroscopy (OA)Mechanical “cleanup” helpsNo better than placebo surgerySurgical harmSurgeon belief; delayed uptake of RCTsSham-controlled trials
Cardiac stents (stable angina)Prevent heart attacksNo mortality benefit vs medsUnnecessary proceduresIntuitive appeal; revenueCOURAGE, ORBITA trials
Opioids for chronic painSafe, humane pain controlAddiction risk minimizedAddiction, overdose epidemicProfessional endorsementsRegulatory reversal
Antibiotics for viral illness“Just in case” treatmentNo benefit, resistanceAntimicrobial resistancePatient demand; defensive medicineStewardship programs
Long-term PPI useBenign maintenance therapyAccumulating adverse effectsFractures, infectionsInertia, refills without reviewDeprescribing awareness
COVID policy rigidityCertainty in early interventionsFailure to adapt quicklyTrust erosionFear, politicizationGradual course correction

The Happiest Man on Earth, by Eddie Jaku

The Happiest Man on Earth is a Holocaust memoir with a paradoxical premise: that the man who survived Buchenwald, Auschwitz, and a forced death march during the Third Reich’s final collapse chose, upon liberation, to smile every single day for the rest of his life. Eddie Jaku — born Abraham Jakubowicz in Germany, a country he loved without reservation before it turned on him — structures his story around the shock of that betrayal. He had considered himself a German first and a Jew second; the violence of Kristallnacht in 1938 dissolved that identity in a single night. What follows is not simply a testimony of atrocity but a meditation on what a person can choose to preserve of themselves when everything external has been stripped away.

The emotional core of the book is Jaku’s friendship with a fellow prisoner named Kurt. It is this relationship — the shared scraps of food, the whispered conversation in the dark, the simple commitment to see each other again the next morning — that Jaku credits with keeping him alive. The argument the book quietly makes is that survival is not merely biological but relational: it requires someone to survive for. Jaku lived to 101, became a founding member of the Sydney Jewish Museum, and received the Order of Australia Medal. His account, assembled with the help of writer Liam Pieper, retains the warmth and directness of a spoken voice — a deliberate choice that makes the horror it describes land all the more forcefully.


Tomorrow Is Yesterday: Life, Death, and the Pursuit of Peace in Israel/Palestine, by Hussein Agha and Robert Malley

Hussein Agha, a longtime adviser to Palestinian leaders, and Robert Malley, who advised three American presidents on the Middle East, spent decades at the center of efforts to negotiate a resolution to the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. Tomorrow Is Yesterday is their reckoning with why those efforts failed — and it is not a comfortable book for anyone who found comfort in the Oslo framework. Their central argument is that the peace process was built on a category error: it treated an existential conflict rooted in history, memory, and religious claim as a technical dispute about borders and recognition. In doing so, it resolved none of the underlying tensions while creating the illusion of progress.

The tone is elegiac rather than polemical. These are not outside critics but participants who believed in what they were doing and now must account for the results. They are candid that both sides — Israeli and Palestinian — were complicit in the failure, and they treat the Hamas attacks of October 7, 2023, not as a rupture but as the latest expression of forces that the peace process consistently failed to address. Named a Best Book of 2025 by The New Yorker, Foreign Affairs, NPR, and Foreign Policy, this is essential reading for anyone trying to understand not just the history of the conflict but why the frameworks used to resolve it kept producing the same impasse.


All Life Is Problem Solving, by Karl Popper

This slim collection gathers essays and lectures from the last twenty-five years of Popper’s life, many of them occasioned by the collapse of communism and the questions it raised about the relationship between science, democracy, and historical progress. The title essay makes an argument that is at once simple and far-reaching: that the same basic logic underlies the amoeba navigating its environment and Einstein revising his equations. Both are engaged in a process of trial, error, and elimination — the difference being that in science, it is the hypothesis that gets eliminated rather than the organism. Popper saw in this parallel the foundation of an open society: one that builds in mechanisms for correcting its own mistakes rather than suppressing the evidence that mistakes were made.

The second half of the collection turns to history and politics, where Popper is characteristically bracing. He is skeptical of any theory that claims to know where history is going, seeing such theories as the intellectual predecessors of totalitarianism. What he offers instead is more modest and more durable: the idea that progress is possible not through grand design but through the persistent, humble correction of specific wrongs. For readers new to Popper, this is an accessible entry point into a body of thought that has lost none of its urgency. For those already familiar with The Open Society and Its Enemies, the collection offers a late-career view of a thinker still actively refining his positions.


The Impossible Man: Roger Penrose and the Cost of Genius, by Patchen Barss

Patchen Barss spent six years writing this biography of Roger Penrose, speaking with him almost every week for five of those years, and the intimacy shows. Penrose — who won the Nobel Prize in Physics at 89 for proving that black holes must inevitably form from dying stars — is one of the most original mathematical minds of the twentieth century, the inventor of Penrose tiling, a collaborator with Stephen Hawking, and the author of ideas that still sit uneasily at the edge of what physics can explain. Barss gives us the full arc of that intellectual achievement with clarity and genuine enthusiasm. But the book’s real subject is announced in its subtitle: the cost of genius.

The cost, in Penrose’s case, was borne largely by the people around him. His longing for abstract knowledge was matched, Barss argues, by a corresponding difficulty in understanding — or prioritizing — the emotional needs of those close to him. The book draws on previously unopened personal archives and interviews with family and colleagues to present a figure whose final years were spent largely alone, by his own preference, with his research. The Impossible Man does not resolve the tension between Penrose’s gifts and his limitations, and it doesn’t try to. What it does instead is ask the question that runs beneath every great-mind biography: who makes the sacrifices that allow one person to be exceptional?


Khrushchev: The Man and His Era, by William Taubman

William Taubman spent nearly two decades researching this biography, and the result — winner of both the Pulitzer Prize and the National Book Critics Circle Award — stands as the definitive account of Nikita Khrushchev and, through him, of the Soviet system itself. Khrushchev’s life is, in miniature, the entire Soviet experiment: he was born a peasant, rose through the machinery of Stalinism to become one of its most effective instruments, and then, after Stalin’s death, staked his authority on denouncing everything he had helped build. The contradiction is not incidental. Taubman argues that it was constitutive — that understanding Khrushchev requires holding both facts simultaneously, without resolving the tension into a cleaner story.

Drawing on newly opened archives in Russia and Ukraine, interviews with Khrushchev’s family, and his own visits to the places where Khrushchev lived and worked, Taubman gives sustained psychological attention to a man who was genuinely difficult to read — impulsive, charismatic, capable of great brutality and surprising humanity, driven by a guilt he could never fully articulate. The chapters on the Cuban Missile Crisis are particularly arresting: here was a man who had spent his career mastering the Soviet system now trying to manage a confrontation for which no system had prepared him. Taubman’s narrative is brisk and confident across 650 pages, and the portrait that emerges is irreducibly human — which is, perhaps, the most unsettling thing about it.


Gambler: Secrets from a Life at Risk, by Billy Walters

Billy Walters grew up in poverty in rural Kentucky, was adopted into a family that offered little stability, and became — by most accounts — the most successful sports bettor in American history, at his peak overseeing more than a billion dollars in annual wagers. Gambler is his memoir, and it is at its best when it explains how he actually did it: by treating sports betting not as gambling in the colloquial sense but as applied information theory, analyzing line movements, injury reports, and market inefficiencies with the rigor of a quantitative investor. The analogy to value investing is one Walters makes explicitly, and it holds. He won because he worked harder and thought more carefully than the houses he was beating.

The memoir is less successful when it turns to the personal and legal catastrophes that punctuated his career — the federal insider-trading conviction involving Phil Mickelson, the cycles of enormous gain and devastating loss, the brushes with organized crime. Walters is candid but not always deeply reflective, and the book can feel, in its second half, more like a settlement of scores than an accounting. Still, as a portrait of a mind that found its sharpest expression in a domain most people dismiss, Gambler is genuinely interesting — and as a window into the economics of professional sports betting before legal markets transformed the industry, it is nearly irreplaceable.

Plays

Conversations with Mother, by Matthew Lombardo

Matthew Lombardo’s semi-autobiographical two-hander opened at Off-Broadway’s Theater 555 in February 2025, directed by Noah Himmelstein and starring Caroline Aaron (The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel) and Tony winner Matt Doyle (Company). The play moves across five decades in the relationship between Maria Collavechio, a fiercely opinionated Italian-American matriarch, and her gay son — cycling through the particular rhythms of that bond: the guilt, the tenderness, the ancient arguments that never quite resolve. At 85 minutes with no intermission, the pacing is brisk enough that the emotional register shifts often, from broad comedy to something that caught at least part of the audience audibly weeping on the night I saw it.

The reviews were divided, and that division is telling. Critics who wanted the play to be something more — a sustained dramatic arc, a genuine reckoning with the mother-son dynamic — found it thin. Critics who came for the performances found them more than enough. Aaron in particular is doing something that looks effortless and isn’t: she makes Maria funny and maddening and recognizable without tipping into caricature. The play is not trying to say anything new about the difficulty of loving difficult people; it is trying, more modestly, to render that difficulty with warmth and precision. On those terms, it largely succeeds.


Silence! The Musical, by Jon Kaplan and Al Kaplan

Silence! The Musical began life as an internet curiosity — a parody album imagining what a Broadway adaptation of The Silence of the Lambs might sound like — before its stage incarnation became an unlikely off-Broadway hit, winning the Outstanding Musical prize at the New York International Fringe Festival and Best New Musical from the Off Broadway Alliance. The conceit is exactly what it sounds like: every character from Jonathan Demme’s 1991 film has been given a showtune. Buffalo Bill dances a hoedown while kidnapping Catherine Martin. A chorus of floppy-eared lambs narrates the action. Hannibal Lecter, in his plexiglass cell, sings about the life he’d like to lead someday outside the prison walls. The premise sustains itself considerably longer than it has any right to.

What makes the show more than a one-joke concept is its surprising fidelity to the source material. The Kaplan brothers clearly love the film, and their parody works precisely because it takes the original seriously — the lambs, the claustrophobic procedural pacing, the specific texture of Clarice’s ambition and vulnerability. It is irreverent without being contemptuous, which is a harder balance to strike than it appears. For theatergoers who know the film well, there is the additional pleasure of watching something you thought was unstageable get staged, absurdly but with real craft.


Purpose, by Branden Jacobs-Jenkins

Purpose won the 2025 Pulitzer Prize for Drama and the Tony Award for Best Play, and both distinctions feel earned rather than dutiful. Branden Jacobs-Jenkins — whose previous work includes Appropriate and Gloria — has written a family drama set in an upper-middle-class Chicago household over the course of a weekend reunion that was supposed to be celebratory and becomes something else entirely. The Jasper family is Black, financially comfortable, and in the process of discovering how successfully they have repressed everything they would prefer not to examine. The snow falls outside. The play does not raise its voice.

What is remarkable about Purpose, and what distinguishes it from similar family-drama premises, is its interest in the gap between self-perception and reality — not as a psychological problem afflicting any one character, but as a structural condition of the family itself. Directed by Phylicia Rashad with what reviewers called a “steady, unshowy hand,” the production trusts its silences. Kara Young, who won the Tony for Best Featured Actress, delivers a performance of remarkable economy. The play is not interested in catharsis in the traditional sense; it is interested in recognition — the colder and more lasting experience of understanding exactly how you arrived where you are.


Blind Runner, by Amir Reza Koohestani

Performed in Farsi with English supertitles at St. Ann’s Warehouse in January 2025, Blind Runner is the work of Iranian playwright and director Amir Reza Koohestani, and it begins with a situation that is already almost impossible: a man in Paris receives a plea from his wife, a political prisoner in Iran, asking him to help train her friend — a blind woman — to run through the Channel Tunnel from France to the United Kingdom. The run is real. The politics surrounding it are real. And the question Koohestani builds the play around — whether an act of extreme physical endurance can also be an act of protest, and who that protest is for — is one that the play refuses to answer cleanly.

Koohestani’s signature, developed across thirty years of work, is the weaving of the personal and the political into a single strand that cannot be separated without losing both. Blind Runner is also, at its core, a play about marriage and about the particular form of love that requires one person to hold the world together while the other is detained. The production ran only three weeks, which is not unusual for the scale of work St. Ann’s Warehouse typically presents — but it is a genuinely rare piece of theater, “mesmerizing” and “stunningly performed,” and one that carries the weight of the ongoing struggle for women’s rights in Iran without reducing that struggle to backdrop.


Glengarry Glen Ross, by David Mamet

David Mamet wrote Glengarry Glen Ross in 1983, and the play won the Pulitzer Prize the following year. The Palace Theatre’s 2025 revival — directed by Patrick Marber with a cast headed by Kieran Culkin, Bob Odenkirk, Bill Burr, and Michael McKean — arrives at a moment when the play’s argument about American capitalism feels less like a critique and more like a weather report. The two acts unfold over two days in the lives of four Chicago real-estate salesmen competing to close leads on worthless plots of land, and the methods they are willing to use — flattery, manipulation, theft, betrayal — are not presented as exceptional. They are the job. The company’s brutal sales contest, which offers a Cadillac to the top performer and a pink slip to the bottom two, is the engine that drives everything, and Mamet never lets you forget that the men who devised the contest are nowhere on stage.

The 2025 production divided critics in ways that illuminate something real about the play itself. Those who found it flat were responding, I think, to a genuine tension in Mamet’s design: Glengarry is built around verbal bravado — its overlapping, profane, staccato dialogue is one of the most recognizable sounds in American theater — but the characters are also, beneath the patter, profoundly defeated men. When the star power of the cast draws attention to the performance rather than the desperation, the play’s mechanism misfires. Odenkirk’s Shelley Levene, a once-great salesman now running on fumes and false confidence, is the production’s anchor: he understands that the character’s real subject is not ambition but humiliation, and he plays it with an ache the fireworks elsewhere occasionally obscure. The play itself remains one of the sharpest things written about work in the twentieth century.



Books and more in 2024

These books and plays left an impression on me in 2024, with summaries compiled with the help of Perplexity and ChatGPT.

Books

The Accidental President. Harry S. Truman and the Four Months That Changed the World. A. J. Baime

If not for the decision to drop the two bombs, Truman is the kind of leader that is hard not to respect. He did not want power; he did not want to be president, but when the moment came, he took it seriously and gave it his all.

On serving as Vice President:

The job was “a graveyard of politicians” in Washington parlance, traditionally disparaged by the men who held it. The VP before Truman, Henry Wallace, bragged that he had never had so much time to work on his tennis game. “The Vice President has not much to do,” Truman said, referring to himself as a “political Eunuch.” When asked what he would do with his “spare time,” he answered: “Study history”.

On dropping another A bomb (after the first two on August 6 and August 9!):

General Groves had communicated to the War Department on this day, saying the next bomb would be ready for delivery after August 17 or 18. But now, in the cabinet meeting, Truman said that he was ordering an end to the atomic bombing. He could not stomach the idea of wiping out another 100,000 people, of killing “all those kids,” he said to his cabinet.

Blood Meridian. Cormac McCarthy

Reading this book is a kind of nightmarish out-of-body experience. The language has the signature of a great master—original, unique, and enthralling. The violence is vivid and chilling.

Here is one of the main characters, Jidge Holder, talking about war:

It makes no difference what men think of war, said the judge. War endures. As well ask men what they think of stone. War was always here. Before man was, war waited for him. The ultimate trade awaiting its ultimate practitioner. That is the way it was and will be. That way and not some other way.

This book was so disturbing that I stopped listening to it about halfway through. I think one must be in the right state of mind to consume it entirely. Maybe I will return to it.

Democracy Awakening. Notes on the State of America. Heather Cox Richardson

Richardson is a historian and a professor of history at Boston College and has over 1.7 million subscribers on Substack. For comparison, the New York Times, with close to 6,000 employees, has about 11 million subscribers, and the Washington Post has about 2.5 million subscribers.

America is at a crossroads. A country that once stood as the global symbol of democracy has been teetering on the brink of authoritarianism. How did this happen? Is the fall of democracy in the United States inevitable? And if not, how can we reclaim our democratic principles? This crisis in American democracy crept up on many of us. For generations of Americans, grainy news footage from World War II showing row upon row of Nazi soldiers goose-stepping in military parades tricked us into thinking that the Adolf Hitlers of the world arrive at the head of giant armies. So long as we didn’t see tanks in our streets, we imagined that democracy was secure. But in fact, Hitler’s rise to absolute power began with his consolidation of political influence to win 36.8 percent of the vote in 1932, which he parlayed into a deal to become German chancellor. The absolute dictatorship came afterward.

Some people on the left compare Trump to Hitler. That is a very bad analogy; the circumstances are different, and Trump and Hitler are very different types of characters. When you look at the definition of fascism, however, this administration is starting to check off a lot of the boxes.

Going Infinite, The Rise and Fall of a New Tycoon. Michael Lewis

This a book about a sociopathic child prodigy known as SBF (Sam Bankman Freed), his meteoric rise to fame and fortune as part of the FTX crypto exchange, and its spectacular collapse.

I started reading Lewis, beginning with Lier Poker, a book that was read and quoted by everyone who worked or wanted to work on Wall Street. Since I am fascinated with fraud, particularly when done on a massive scale, I couldn’t pass this up and Lewis did not disappoint. Here is a typical passage.

A guy from Blackstone, the world’s biggest private investment firm, called Sam to say that he thought a valuation of $20 billion was too high—and that Blackstone would invest at a valuation of $15 billion. “Sam said, ‘If you think it is too high, I’ll let you short a billion of our stock at a valuation of twenty billion,’” recalled Ramnik. “The guy said, ‘We don’t short stock.’ And Sam said that if you worked at Jane Street you’d be fired the first week.

Ultimately, the fraud was using customer deposits from the FTX exchange to cover trades at Alameda Research, which is so obviously wrong and illegal that Enron’s Jeffrey Skilling would slap himself silly for working so hard to design much more sophisticated off-balance sheet liability schemes.

It was never clear where Alameda Research stopped and FTX started. Legally separate companies, they were both owned by the same person. They occupied the same big room on the twenty-sixth floor of an office building. They shared the same vista of the forest of high-rises surrounding Victoria Harbor and, twenty miles beyond that, China.

Everything and More. A Compact History of Infinity. By David Foster Wallace

I ran out of DFW’s fiction and essays, and so I turned to this volume to get the great writer’s take on what seems to be his favorite subject — mathematics.

DFW is not a mathematical newb, but he is not a professional mathematician either. No matter. Given his unforgettable writing style and deep fascination with the subject, reading this book is a joy.

In the following, DFW touches on the age-old question of the existence of mathematical objects, meta-questions of existence itself, and some apparently physical phenomena like motion thrown in for good measure.

What exactly do ‘motion’ and ‘existence’ denote? We know that concrete particular things exist, and that sometimes they move. Does motion per se exist? In what way? In what way do abstractions exist? Of course, that last question is itself very abstract. Now you can probably feel the headache starting. There’s a special sort of unease or impatience with stuff like this. Like ‘What exactly is existence?’ or ‘What exactly do we mean when we talk about motion?’ The unease is very distinctive and sets in only at a certain level in the abstraction process—because abstraction proceeds in levels, rather like exponents or dimensions. Let’s say ‘man’ meaning some particular man is Level One. ‘Man’ meaning the species is Level Two. Something like ‘humanity’ or ‘humanness’ is Level Three; now we’re talking about the abstract criteria for something qualifying as human. And so forth. Thinking this way can be dangerous, weird. Thinking abstractly enough about anything … surely we’ve all had the experience of thinking about a word—‘pen,’ say—and of sort of saying the word over and over to ourselves until it ceases to denote; the very strangeness of calling something a pen begins to obtrude on the consciousness in a creepy way, like an epileptic aura.

From Beirut to Jerusalem. Thomas L. Friedman

Friedman was a journalist working in the Middle East in 197os and 1980s and lived in Beirut during the Lebanese civil war.

Of Beirut, Friedman said:

Beirut’s enduring lesson for me was how thin is the veneer of civilization, how easily the ties that bind can unravel, how quickly a society that was known for generations as the Switzerland of the Middle East can break apart into a world of strangers. I have never looked at the world the same since I left Beirut. It was like catching a glimpse of the underside of a rock or the mess of wires and chips that are hidden inside a computer. 

On the differences in news coverage:

When Israelis were indirectly involved in the massacre of Palestinians at the Sabra and Shatila refugee camps in Beirut in 1982, the story was front-page news for weeks. When Lebanese Shiites were directly involved in killing Palestinians in the very same camps from 1985 to 1988, it was almost always back-page news—if it was reported at all.

The Maniac. Benjamín Labatut

“The MANIAC” by Benjamín Labatut is a 2023 novel that blends fact and fiction to explore the life of John von Neumann, a brilliant mathematician and polymath. The book is structured as a triptych, beginning with the story of physicist Paul Ehrenfest, centering on von Neumann’s life and work, and concluding with the AI program AlphaGo’s match against Go master Lee Sedol. The novel delves into von Neumann’s numerous contributions to various fields, including game theory, computer science, and artificial intelligence.

Gödel had shown him that if someone succeeded in creating a formal system of axioms that was free of all internal paradoxes and contradictions, it would always be incomplete, because it would contain truths and statements that—while being undeniably true—could never be proven within the laws of that system

Before Gödel, Von Neumann was working on axiomizing mathematics, but the incompleteness theorem had such an impact on him that all of his subsequent work had an applied nature.

All Who Go Do Not Return. Shulem Deen

Published in 2015, the book chronicles Deen’s journey from being a devout member of the Skverer Hasidic sect to losing his faith and ultimately leaving the community.

Deen was raised in the Skverer community, one of the most secluded Hasidic groups in the United States. He married at 18 through an arranged marriage and soon had five children. His first small act of rebellion was turning on a radio, which led to visits to the library and later, the Internet.

As Deen began to question his religious beliefs, he found himself caught between his growing doubts and the fear of being ostracized from the only world he knew. This eventually resulted in him abandoning his community and his faith. The memoir describes the painful consequences of Deen’s departure from the Hasidic community, including the end of his 15-year marriage and the eventual estrangement from his five children. 

If the Talmud was built on the purported word of God, that word struck you as suspiciously human, with ambiguities and layers of meaning and all the arbitrariness of human language. The very idea of faith suggested something man-made–the idea that we must submit to conviction, rather than simply behold the universe in its natural order.

On the Edge. The Art of Risking Everything. Nate Silver

Published in August 2024, “On the Edge” is an exploration of risk-taking and decision-making in various domains. The book introduces the concept of “The River,” a metaphorical community of risk-takers and analytical thinkers, contrasting it with “The Village,” which represents more conventional, risk-averse mindsets.

Silver delves into multiple areas where calculated risk-taking plays a crucial role, including:

  1. Gambling and poker
  2. Financial markets and Wall Street
  3. Technology startups
  4. Artificial intelligence
  5. Cryptocurrency

Here is Silver quoting George Bernard Shaw.

The reasonable man adapts himself to the world: the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself. Therefore all progress depends on the unreasonable man. —George Bernard Shaw

The Signal and the Noise. Why So Many Predictions Fail – but Some Don’t. Nate Silver

After reading “On the Edge” and liking it, I read Silver’s first book.

“The Signal and the Noise: Why So Many Predictions Fail – but Some Don’t” is an exploration of the art and science of prediction across various fields. Published in 2012, the book examines why many predictions fail and how we can improve our forecasting abilities.

Silver draws on his experience in baseball analytics, poker, and political blogging to analyze prediction methods in diverse areas such as weather forecasting, earthquakes, economics, and terrorism. He argues that while we have access to more data than ever before, distinguishing meaningful information (the signal) from irrelevant or misleading data (the noise) has become increasingly challenging.

Key points of the book include:

  1. The importance of probabilistic thinking and embracing uncertainty in predictions.
  2. The value of the Bayesian approach to probability, updating our prior beliefs after observing evidence.
  3. The dangers of overfitting models to data, leading to false confidence in predictions.
  4. The need for humility and continuous learning in the face of complex systems.

In statistics, the name given to the act of mistaking noise for a signal is overfitting

Indeed it is.

Nine Lives. Aimen Dean

“Nine Lives” is a memoir by Aimen Dean, co-authored with Paul Cruickshank and Tim Lister, detailing Dean’s journey from al-Qaeda operative to MI6 spy. Published in 2018, the book offers a rare insider’s perspective on the world of jihadist organizations and counterterrorism efforts.

Dean, born as Ali, began his journey as a devout Muslim fighting for the Bosnian cause. His experiences in Bosnia, including witnessing atrocities and narrowly escaping death, solidified his commitment to jihad. He later joined al-Qaeda, becoming one of their respected bomb-makers and swearing allegiance to Osama bin Laden.

However, Dean’s faith in al-Qaeda’s mission began to waver. In a pivotal decision, he chose to become a double agent for British intelligence, working undercover within al-Qaeda’s chemical weapons program.

The Strangest Man. The Hidden Life of Paul Dirac, Mystic of the Atom. Graham Farmelo

Paul Dirac was born in 1902 in Bristol to a Swiss father and English mother. His childhood was marked by a difficult family dynamic, with a domineering father who insisted on speaking only French to his children. This led to strained relationships and traumatic experiences for young Paul.

Dirac was a pioneer in quantum mechanics and made contributions to theoretical physics:

  1. Generally considered to have co-discovered quantum mechanics
  2. Married quantum mechanics with special relativity in his theory of the electron
  3. Predicted the existence of antimatter, specifically the anti-electron (positron) in 1931

Dirac was known for his extreme reticence and literal-mindedness, earning him a reputation as “the strangest man” in physics. Despite his reserved nature, he married Manci Balazs (sister of physicist Eugene Wigner) in 1937 and had two daughters.

The book explores Dirac’s lasting impact on physics and his unique approach to scientific research:

  • Believed in the “religion of mathematical beauty” as a guiding principle in his work
  • Received the Nobel Prize in Physics in 1933
  • Considered one of the most influential physicists of the 20th century

Farmelo’s biography provides a detailed account of Dirac’s life against the backdrop of major historical events, including the rise of Nazism and World War II.

Plays

Prayer for the French Republic by Joshua Harmon

The core premise of “Prayer for the French Republic” is about a French-Jewish family grappling with their place in a world where antisemitism persists across generations. It explores the contrast between their ancestors’ survival during World War II and the fears they face in modern France, questioning what it means to feel safe, belong, and carry on their cultural and familial legacy in a society that often feels hostile.

The Night of the Iguana by Tennessee Williams

This play is about a disgraced former clergyman, Reverend Shannon, who seeks refuge at a remote Mexican hotel after a personal and professional breakdown. There, he encounters a group of misfit characters, including the hotel’s earthy owner, Maxine, and a lonely artist, Hannah. Through their interactions, the play explores themes of redemption, human frailty, and the longing for connection, set against the backdrop of a tropical storm that mirrors the characters’ emotional turmoil.

The Hunt by David Farr

“The Hunt” is a play adapted by David Farr from the 2012 Danish film “Jagten” by Thomas Vinterberg and Tobias Lindholm. It tells the story of Lucas, a well-liked schoolteacher in a small Danish town whose life unravels when a young student falsely accuses him of sexual abuse. As the accusation spreads, the tight-knit community descends into mass hysteria, turning against Lucas and blurring the lines between truth and suspicion. Directed by Rupert Goold and featuring Tobias Menzies, the production delves into themes of innocence, trust, and the destructive power of collective fear.

Doubt: a Parable by John Patrick Shanley

The play is set in a Bronx Catholic school in 1964, where Sister Aloysius, the strict and feared principal, suspects Father Flynn, a charismatic priest, of inappropriate conduct with a student. This suspicion sets off an exploration of morality, authority, and the elusive nature of truth as Sister Aloysius confronts Father Flynn, leading both characters and the audience to grapple with their own convictions and uncertainties.

Appropriate by Branden Jacobs-Jenkins

“Appropriate” follows the dysfunctional Lafayette family as they return to a decaying plantation mansion in Arkansas to settle their recently deceased father’s estate. The play is set in the summer of 2011.

As the family gathers, they discover a shocking photo album containing images of lynched Black people among their father’s possessions. This discovery unleashes decades of resentment and forces the family to confront centuries of historical sin.

The play explores themes of legacy, race, and family secrets. It delves into the complexities of family dynamics, with each character bringing their own perspective and baggage to the situation. Toni, for instance, sees herself as a truth-teller and believes she has spent her life caring for others, including her father.

All of Me (The New Group) by Laura Winters 

“All of Me” is a romantic comedy play by Laura Winters, presented by The New Group at the Pershing Square Signature Center in New York City. The play, which ran through June 16, 2024, offers a fresh take on the classic rom-com formula by centering on two disabled protagonists who use text-to-speech technology to communicate.

The story follows Lucy (played by Madison Ferris), who uses a motorized scooter, and Alfonso (played by Danny J. Gomez), who uses a motorized wheelchair. They meet outside a hospital and begin a flirtatious exchange, which leads to a budding romance. The play explores their relationship as they navigate personal challenges, family dynamics, and societal expectations.

Uncle Vanya (Lincoln Center) by Anton Chekhov

“Uncle Vanya” is a play that explores themes of disillusionment, unrequited love, and the search for meaning in life. The story centers around Ivan Voynitsky (Vanya), played by Steve Carell, who manages the rural estate of his deceased sister’s husband, Professor Serebryakov. When Serebryakov visits with his new, younger wife Yelena, tensions rise as Vanya’s resentment towards the professor’s selfishness and his own unfulfilled life boil over. Vanya’s declaration of love to Yelena is rebuffed, and his anger culminates in a failed attempt to shoot Serebryakov after the professor suggests selling the estate. Ultimately, the professor and Yelena depart, leaving Vanya and his niece Sonya to return to their monotonous lives, finding solace in the hope of a better afterlife.

I am a big fan of Chechov’s short stories, but this production did not land for me. Maybe it’s because I can’t consume it in English.

Our Class by Tadeusz Slobodzianek

“Our Class” is a powerful play that follows ten Polish classmates—five Jewish and five Catholic—over several decades. The story begins with their childhood friendships but takes a devastating turn as antisemitism and bigotry lead to betrayal and violence. Based on real events, including a 1941 pogrom in a Polish village, the play explores themes of prejudice, cruelty, and the complexities of human relationships. It traces the characters’ lives from innocence to tragedy, examining how ordinary people can become complicit in horrific acts.

Bad Kreyòl by Dominique Morisseau

The story follows Simone, a Haitian-American woman who visits Haiti to stay with her cousin Gigi, who owns a boutique in Port-au-Prince. Their grandmother’s dying wish was for the cousins to rekindle their relationship. As Simone attempts to connect with her roots and engage in social justice efforts, she encounters cultural barriers and misunderstandings that challenge her American perspective.